Losing

Tdy i wake up to a painful body and feet. Yea from all the strenous activity i done at the beach yesterday. Have a class outing to Sentosa even though it is suppose to be a class outing only 12 came. Im quite sad by that number cuz i wna bond with all of them. Maybe have a talk or what. We went to Siloso beach which has volleyball court and basketball court. It was quite fun but there was no sun so it quite a dampener cuz i was hoping to have a slightly brown body. Mishaps do happen at the beach and i have one. I was stabbed by rocks or some other things while trying to catch a frisbee. My left feet juz step right onto the rocks and the pain juz shot into my brain. After i get on shore my classmates help me to cleanse the wound which is three cuts. Thank Jo-an Toh and Yehxiang and Haris and Joel. Even though it juz hurt a little i had a hard time trying to walk even after having plasters on it. Cuz the wound hasn't dried up yet and every step i take is sending signals for me to stop walking.

On to something happy after my freak accident. Give Irine her birthday present from Joel, Haris, Yehxiang and me. She say she liked it which is good. Hope she will take it to sch so we can see whether it is compatible for her.

Tdy i have to go to Tanjong Pagar even though my feet hurt alot with each step taken. Cuz i have a job interview as merchandiser for APB. My sis intro me the job as she wrk at the job agency. i was late for ard 10mins cuz i walk quite slow becuz of that injury. I have to thank my dad for helping me to cleanse my wound and cut off the hanging skin or else my wound will not dried up that fast. Hope it will heal in time for my job on Monday.

Have to say sorry to Daniel cuz i can't make it for his birthday celebration as a result of that freak accident. I really wna make him have a taste of his own medicine by stripping him. That what our clique does. We alwats zao geng. Or is it always me? The smallest in term of build so they always strip me by force. Not that im complaining since i have the muscle. Hope he have fun and the clique have fun too. Really regretted not making it. Next outing i will confirm make it and don't ask me to zao geng if want then ask Daniel to do it. I can help too. Lol. Haha. Happy Birthday Daniel! Wish you all the best for your coming semester. Stay handsome as always =D

The Message

Yesterday i went to Joel church event for Mid-Autumn Festival. Though im a free thinker, i still hold God in high regards. The message that God had for us that day is selfishness. I was deep in thought by what He say. Selfishness is human nature but i feel obliged to say that we all try to be as impartial as possible even though it is always unfair. I always try to put my friends and family in front of me as possible and ensure that they get the best. In the process that i neglected myself. Even though the message is true. I still think that all human are kind and good-natured at heart. Even though sometimes we all tend to give ourselves more slack than others but however unfair it may seem we all are not selfish by nature.

Talking about this. I suddenly think of a movie The Message. Which juz screened in Singapore. I really have the urge to watch that movie. The movie is made to commemorate China 60 years of Independence. The movie has 李冰冰, 周讯, 苏有朋 and 黄晓明 And im kinda interested in this kind of suspense movie. It juz make my adrenalin gg at full speed. The Surrogate is also kinda good movie with a good plot. who wna watch this two movie with me? Im always free if im not wrking. C'mon and watch with me. It will be fun to have me as company and you as a company too.

Tough decision

I been thinking about whether to pierce my ear. Cuz my bro has alr done it and he thinking of doing a second one. I been wanting to pierce it since the beginning of this year. But it only during my school holiday that i really gt the urge to do it. With this no one can really tell us apart. That what twins are meant to be. Two of a kind.Maybe alot of ppl will be surprise by my action cuz to them im someone that is quiet, shy, law-abiding and would not do anything that is way of the course. But to me it is one step to finally be who i want and not care abt what other ppl think abt.

While wrking with my friends i really enjoy myself as i can spew profanities as i like it. It kinda let me be who i want. I really like some of the things they say. That is kinda funny and i really enjoy their company. While in their company it really hardened my belief to be who i want without thinking of what other think abt me. That why i want to pierce my ear. And my parents are ok with it so im gg to do it without any worries. I know that many ppl will cringe at me after they saw what i have done. But it only an ear piercing. I never do anything that is against the law. I juz hope that they will accept the new me. I juz wna have a new look as it signify and symbolise my new outlook on the world, my new approach to life and my new action on my study and personality.

Hopefully it will help me alot in term of personality. I juz wna change the way i talk and turn on the charm that is hidden beneath me for so many years. I juz kinda hate the way people always look at me. Cuz they all see me as the good guy who will never do bad. I juz hate it. So i want to let them see me a the rebellious guy whom ppl will think twice before riling me. Cuz alot of those hooligans always like to knock into me purposely. I want them to think twice before they dare to do it again. I can be nasty when you push me to my limits. I juz want you all to look at me in a different light once in awhile.

My F1 Adventure!

It is no walk in the park to be part of F1 GP Singapore. We have to be on our toes and be alert at all times. My job require me to do cleanup which is not at all glamourous but still it is a job. Wearing the uniform kinda make me like some stupid guy that can't look a girl straight into the eyes. Cuz even if we smile at the gals they will act as though we are some lunatics and juz look away. What a difference a job make to us. But alas the electrifying atmosphere and the noise make it all worthwhile. I can hear the engines roaring and the tires screeching without buying the ticket. My heart was beating very fast with every noise the car make. But sadly i can't really enjoy the whole race cuz i was moving up and down mopping the floor.

I kinda have lotsa funs with my friends while working. I can really not care about what other ppl think and juz say whatever that i want. Profanities and all. But still im sad cuz i couldn't really go up and ask the three gals selling ice-cream for their email add and hp no. Cuz im scared they reject me. My friends dared me to put my hands around the race queen shoulders when posing for photo. Out of being polite i ask her for her permission and guess what. I was rejected as she say: "No. Cannot!" I was kinda deflated by it and had to smile as the cameraman is taking the photo. But in my heart i was saying, WTF! Not giving me a chance. My friends were all taking this chance to make fun of me. Saying the same thing that race queen was saying. My luck with gals this few days were not that good as you can see. So gna make use of this last few weeks to get to know a few gals. Don't belittle me, I still gt a few tricks up on my sleeve. Oh yea before i frgt. I bought a few lanyard and a cap from one F1 store while im there. It cost me 150 bucks but it kinda worth it cuz you cnt really buy it anywhere.

I still have one job interview on 5 oct before sch start. Hope it will be a smooth one. The job is merchandiser for APB and i juz need to move the beer bottles and replace the old bottles with new one. And the don't say im too skinny. Im sick and tired of hearing it over and over again. With the money frm this job i can finally buy what i want. My salary frm F1 was used to to top up my bank acc to 300 bucks and thus left with alittle money for me to spend. So if i can get this job. I will have more money to spend on clothes and hair and accessories.

I seriously think i need a few more shirts to to accentuate my mature and charming side. It is also very smart but you don't lost your casualness. I also need a newsboy cap and flexfit cap from flash and splash. A new white or blue skinny will be great plus a new Adidas or Converse shoes cuz my current shoes is breaking apart after a few months of wearing it. I seriously think i shld change my glasses and buy a contact lense. Top all that with a Ray-Ban sunglasses and it gna cost me a bomb. And i still need to buy a leather shoes for my communication skills. Oh man! Why doesn't money fall from heaven? After reading this you must be thinking im a materialistic person. Im not that type of person. I use my own hard-earned money to buy this things. So i will think deep and hard before i decide to buy this things. Alot of things that i wear on me is things that i buy using my own hard earned money. Regardless of how i spend i will still ensure that my bank acc is always at 300 bucks if it not. I will scrimp and save to put money into the bank and top it to 300. To me this money are for rainy days and i will not take it out unnecessarily.