Tough decision

I been thinking about whether to pierce my ear. Cuz my bro has alr done it and he thinking of doing a second one. I been wanting to pierce it since the beginning of this year. But it only during my school holiday that i really gt the urge to do it. With this no one can really tell us apart. That what twins are meant to be. Two of a kind.Maybe alot of ppl will be surprise by my action cuz to them im someone that is quiet, shy, law-abiding and would not do anything that is way of the course. But to me it is one step to finally be who i want and not care abt what other ppl think abt.

While wrking with my friends i really enjoy myself as i can spew profanities as i like it. It kinda let me be who i want. I really like some of the things they say. That is kinda funny and i really enjoy their company. While in their company it really hardened my belief to be who i want without thinking of what other think abt me. That why i want to pierce my ear. And my parents are ok with it so im gg to do it without any worries. I know that many ppl will cringe at me after they saw what i have done. But it only an ear piercing. I never do anything that is against the law. I juz hope that they will accept the new me. I juz wna have a new look as it signify and symbolise my new outlook on the world, my new approach to life and my new action on my study and personality.

Hopefully it will help me alot in term of personality. I juz wna change the way i talk and turn on the charm that is hidden beneath me for so many years. I juz kinda hate the way people always look at me. Cuz they all see me as the good guy who will never do bad. I juz hate it. So i want to let them see me a the rebellious guy whom ppl will think twice before riling me. Cuz alot of those hooligans always like to knock into me purposely. I want them to think twice before they dare to do it again. I can be nasty when you push me to my limits. I juz want you all to look at me in a different light once in awhile.