Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Unpredictable Nature of Life

Forrest Gump's mother once said, Life is like a box of chocolate, you never know what kind of chocolate you will get.

I totally like this quote. Cuz it means tht life is unpredictable, you never know what will happen next. My life is like tht, it so unpredictable. One year im with nothing, the next i have friends tht i can rely and count on. Everything tht someone need to go through at the age of 20 or maybe 30. Im gg through tht at the afe of 13!

Im someone who had a phobia, a fear tht can't be erased permanently. It like a scar in my brain tht is still intact. It caused me to act in a way tht i never wanted. Im someone who dont wna have the limelight shine one me, all the eyes looking at me. But somehow something change it. Even though my actions is quite showy and make me seems like i wna have the limelight. My soul is still squirming at it and juz wna let it all finish.

Sometime i feel like i have split personality. I can be happy, loud and talkative for one moment and then the next, i will be quiet, withdrawn and have a sad sorrow aura around me. No one and i mean not a single soul can fathom or predict my actual feeling and emotion.

Maybe it becuz i tend to think alot and mostly in philosophical way. I will sometime say wistfully to myself abt this kind of stuff. It like im easily affected by the smallest of things tht ppl make and can think for a long time abt it. Maybe tht make me seem kinda mature.

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