My Inner Thoughts

Give you all some encouragement for our semester exam. Research had shown tad humans have e same number of neurons which is basically millions and millions of it. So dont doubt urself abt ur ability to do well for ur exam. Cuz if they cn do it so cn you! Cuz they have been working very hard to achieve tad results. If you want to be like them, follow in their footsteps and revise harder than before. Be like me. Now driven with a fiery passion to do well for my semester exam and ace all my modules. You might doubt my ability to be able to achieve it in such a short time. But i will prove to everyone tad hard work really pay off!

Tdy i was feeling so irritated during phy chem revision lecture becuz of some "genius" who like to keep asking qns and some fucking ppl who juz cnt keep their mouth shut while listening to lecture. They made me lose my concentration while listening to e lecture. Fucking asshole want to talk go outside and talk larh. Ppl want to listen and improve if you dont want. Especially me cuz i gt F for it. After the lecture, our class gt a field trip to visit Yakult Singapore. I nvr noe it was so near to my home. It was quite interesting to get to noe more abt how Yakult was made. We get to noe more abt Yakult and it various product in  a so called lecture room. The tour guide then say smth tad almost made me choke on e free yakult i was drinking cuz he say im a Malay. I dunno whether to laugh or wad cuz it was nt e first time someone mistaken me for a Malay. I dunno why they all came to a conclusion tad im a malay. Maybe it was my tanned complexion or is it becuz of my handsome face. Haha. Lol! 

There was smth on my mind while i was walking home. I dunno when it happened but i had nvr looked a gal straight into e eyes while talking to them. One of my friend pointed t out to me while we were on e mrt. This got me thinking it deeply. Before i came to a conclusion. Maybe it was becuz i feel uncomfortable talking to gals so when talking to them i tend to look somewhere else to relieve the uncomfortableness. To tell you all the truth. Im really not a smooth talker when ard gals. I tend to fidget a little when talking to them or does not talk to them at all even when im alone. This may sound weird but it really true. Maybe it is the doing of the hormones in me tad tend to react in a strange way when im ard gals. So dont think of me as weird cuz i really wna talk to them naturally without glitches but it always failed. I trying to do smth abt it but lately im feeling so holed up tad i really wna have some Me time to have a chance to think abt all e problems i have and how i shld solve it. So give me some time and i will really be someone totally different.