Flaws of the Century

Im not tht good at keep a happy face when im angry, sad or moody. People who know me well knew tht i will always show my emotion on my face. Cuz i dont feel the need to hide it. Im a straightforward person which can be seen with how i make my feelings known to ppl ard me. I dont talk when im angry, sad and moody. Cuz i dont wna hurt ppl with harsh words when it is not them tht are in the wrong.

Im not a great or perfect person at all. With so many flaws tht can be written in a piece of paper. Sometime i really detest myself for being such a useless person. Can you believe tht such a person exist and breathe the same air as you all! I cnt believe either, but tht me what can i do abt it. Stupid, slow, not proactive, cnt talk well to a gal to save his life, fucking introvert, lazy, procrastinator, not vocal even though he had smth to say, talentless, cnt even make up his mind abt what he wna do in life, too soft hearted, gullible, weak, short and thin! This flaws cnt even describe how unperfect im.

My only regret is tht i cnt live up to my parents' expectation. Im such a un decisive personm even though i really wna switch/quit this course. A part of me wna stay on and persevere while the other part wna live the dream tht i always dreamt abt. You see how fucking bad im. Maybe you all need to think twice before making friends with me. I cnt guarantee tht i will not make you one as well.

Cnt believe tht kind of person right? Dont be surprise cuz it the REAL me. Maybe this will help you to see clearly who i really am. Then maybe you can break the ties with me.

Im so gna love loneliness cuz i have so many books tht i havent finish reading yet. Maybe i can spend all my time reading book. Reading a book on a quiet day and sipping a cup of coffee is way better than going out and jostling with the crowds at Orchard or Bugis!