Thursday, January 28, 2010

The Will to Fight Till the End

The process of how you slog and work so hard are always ignore when the result you obtain is not tht good. Juz when i find myself feeling right at home with my classmates and beginning to like this course something have to happen. An unknown suspense tht making me feels scare, nervous and jumpy. I dunno whether i can take whatever tht is gg to be thrown to me. It like a repeat of last semester except tht there is an added element tht make it more scary. My mentor send me email and call me tdy to tell me to arrange a date with him next week. He gg to talk to my parents abt my common test result. He will be accompanied by the course manager. It on 3 Feb, Wednesday, 10am.

Tht day is suppose to be a day tht will be memorable to everyone in Food Science. Cuz it will be our product showcase. But this grave talk will put a dampener on it. My parents and sister had asked me to be mentally prepared tht they will ask me to repeat this course next yr as first year or drop this course. My parents and sister told me tht maybe i shld give it up and apply for a course in SHATEC. But im reluctant to do tht, i know it is my passion and dream to be a chef at a hotel or restaurant. But i want to finish this course before deciding on it.

Maybe it the competitive nature and never-give-up attitude in me tht make me want to finish this course and do well for it. Whatever challenges tht come my way i will take it on and triumph it. I will tell my mentor and the course manager tht if i do well for this coming exam then they will let me stay on. If not i will drop this course and go SHATEC. My parents are very supportive of whatever decision i make.

I will work hard for it. It a MUST! Never had i been so serious abt smth since my O lvl exam. I beginning to like this challenge. A fight tht will determine the outcome of my next school year. How exciting is that. Even though im feeling scared inside, i will still stay optimistic. Look on the bright side, i will take this as a driving force to do well for this coming exam.

Nothing can stop the man with the right mental attitude from achieving his goal; nothing on earth can help the man with the wrong mental attitude.
Thomas Jefferson

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