The ball is in my court

Many a time i had faltered. But each time i persevered and did a good job. But now i dunno whether i will be able to pull through this one. My confidence is not high now and i had a fear in my heart. A fear that i will fail again.

But still i make this decision to continue and persevere on. So i will not be cowed by anything. Im starting to know what went wrong with me. Needed to right the wrong and trust myself and having faith in myself.

Life dealt me a cruel blow so that i will really mature and start working hard. It like im in comfort zone for too long to really feel the sweat of being hardworking and the sweetness after that.

I will really work hard so that i won't regret my decision of continuing. No i won't regret it cuz im gg to do extremely well. So that i will know my decision is correct. I will not give up on myself again. Even if the whole world forsake me i will still trust myself and have faith in myself cuz it is the thing that determine how i will work hard and give me the strength to continue.