Evil is The Name for Me

Im so fucked up with myself for being so good natured, fucking goody-two shoes and kind. it just make me an easy target for people to bully and manipulate. I detest, despise and scorn them for doing that. Yea the word is scorn! I can't believe i let them have their way over me. They break my heart into millions pieces over and over again. Sometime they say things that are just plain evil and im not kidding abt it.

People just make use of me and im so fucking sick of it. Can't they just do things the right way without having to rely on underhand means. But maybe it my fault for being so kind and easy to prey on. So im gg to transform myself to become the ultimate evil, cold hearted, cold-blooded and also to pay back what they have done to me harder than they expect. They won't even know what hit them.

If people backstab me, i will literally backstab them with a Knife! If they manipulate me again, i will so going to shout into their ears that im not gna be at their mercy again. The new evil me is something that i will gna make full use of. Im gg to pay all of them back in cold blood.

Cause they think they are so good. "Wow! They must be kidding cause they just make me puke and it seem that they are nothing when they can't manipulate people and bully people.